Mad Thoughts of A Writer











{October 24, 2008}   Unloaded Burden

You were always there to help me look up

whenever I am about to fall down.

You give me a reason to suddenly stop,

paint a sincere smile and remove my frown.

I recall the time when I was alone.

You made me feel how much you really care.

I didn’t notice how much I’ve grown,

since you helped me with the burdens I bear.

Thank you for everything that you provide.

Now please listen to what I say.

This promise that I leave, it will abide,

as long as I can, I’ll be here to stay.

I’ll always be thankful and will love you,

the day you entered my life, that I knew.



{October 24, 2008}   Life of a Goth

I wear this mask

so that no one may ask.

Cover my face with hair,

so that no one will dare.

 

I walk alone in the dark,

so that no one will see the mark,

the mark in my heart;

the proof that it fell apart.

 

I converse on my own,

so that my fragility will be as a stone.

A stone that wouldn’t break,

a stone that nobody will take.

 

One day, or so I think,

I will change with a single blink,

move out of terror,

and be able to look in the mirror.



{October 24, 2008}   Sentimental

Give me what I’m desperate for

Give me the part that you tore

I hate to see you go

but you wouldn’t, that I know

Leave me with nothing to hold on to

but my hopes that are longing for you

Before you walk away

I love you, that what I want to say



{October 24, 2008}   Emo?

Fragile glass of heart

Painful sorrows of time

These I felt when we’re apart

These I can recover, but never forget

 

Time heals all wounds

Time copes with what we lose

Give me time and I will mourn

but tomorrow, I’ll cry no more



{October 24, 2008}   Contrast Tears

I want these tears to fall

I don’t understand at all

Why this needs to happen

Why we need to be even

 

It’s deja vu of life

Everything I want to fight

I want to feel alive

Anything, I’ll do to strive

 

Is this risk worth taking

It’s not even working

I hate tears, I hate crying

But it’s worth falling



et cetera