I didn’t want to let you go but I had to. I fed you that stupid cliché and you… You tried to convince me not to let go yet, but I said I didn’t love you anymore. I crushed you’re world. I said I am about to forget you already. You were dumbfounded with the words I had said but what you didn’t know is that those words, as I said them to you, they were like knives stabbing me. What I was saying was contrary to what I was feeling. I didn’t want to let you go too, yet I know that what we shared, our feelings, it’s not right. It’s not the right time. I may have caused a wound in your heart however it is for you to move on. For now, I’ll be here looking at you from afar. I may see that you are deeply moved by what I did but I’ll force myself not to come back to you. You have to go on without me. These feelings may be true and it shall be tested. If it really is then we’ll see each other when the time is right. Now is just a temporary “leave” but it’s not yet goodbye.